Breakups in lesbian relationships are notorious for being devastating experiences, especially your first one. I've heard joking/not so joking theories that tribbing leads to soul ties so deep that cutting that tie is like cutting out part of who you are.
My first breakup with another woman was utterly brutal (tho for clarification we were both TIFs at the time but at the end of the day it was painful). It was over 18 months ago and it still stings sometimes. Worse still, I initiated it 😭 We were fundamentally incompatible but u remember so clearly thinking "what have I done." I didn't eat or sleep properly for 3 weeks and I ultimately ended up in the ER for SI/SH 😕
Don't worry though, I'm fine now 😅 Do you wonder if it has something to do with youth? I was 20 then and the relationship had lasted 11 months.
I'm sorry but this made me laugh uncontrollably. What a gem. Thank you.
P.s. I actually believe it.